There was a glare on the TV screen Oh, please turn the light off Not that it matters when there's nothing to watch Thrifted ourselves into oblivion But I couldn't care less Now that we're buried underneath piles of trash Accepting the fact we're stuck here Being alive is so weird Really should find a career Wouldn't you like to disappear? How could we lose a whole year? Fuck off into the atmosphere My future is crystal clear Left on the shelf like a bad souvenir I faked my death Or was that just some dumb dream I had? I can't believe you don't see through me 'Cause I can't shake the urge to just throw it all away Feeling so content to just let things slip 'Cause I don't believe I'll ever change the way I think You shouldn't have to witness My slow descent So comfortable around you Free to be myself Well, maybe I'm just depressed So much rather be somebody else Trying to be a better friend Start checking in on you again But as soon as they drain the canal It's back to sleeping in