Four walls in my head in flames A mental self-immolation replay Scratch the blood from a bed bugs kiss It left a stain Thrusted from REM No sense in holding onto my head Try to unsee the fear in my retinas and brows Conscious floats to the clouds As the flames take hold again Surrender my body to the burn Again and again How much of my limbs will crust and turn to dust in the end Collect my skin don't tell a soul Compose myself no one has to know I am so ashamed for living these nameless days I am so ashamed for hiding away the pain