We finally rode our bikes To the beach I slept well that night Under skin and bones I guess that's something When honestly, wished I were nothing Been playing the lottery Been trying to fix some things But I haven't told anybody It's too embarrassing Though this is the strongest I know how to be I'm cracking When winter came I fell right through the floor Where I met a dark man Who promised to keep me warm And by the fire I watched My complacency grow 'Til I got so tired I called it my new home