Losing my mind Black oil on blue sea Lost little child But nobody knew me Carnival ride Spinning alone in the darkness Far from the crime Yet still I would confess Love me so deep Then bury me deeper Put me to sleep Like arms of the reaper I am your child You are my keeper I'm so afraid Now you cannot be here Mindless Existence Turned from flesh to stone No resistance Engraved with bitter loss Burning bridges crossed Future yet unknown Crippling fear of dying alone And as you clean my wings You will see that the damage is already done In my eyes, in my skin See the sickness that can't be undone Feel it seeping deeper within To the heart of all I have become As the journey begins Through the valleys that banish the sun