I'm the one, the one to blame The only witness of my decay I'm the one to blame I will be damned for each promise I made Which I betrayed and each lie I said I've never felt so confused Torn between life and death Am I a lord or a slave? Now I have to decide How fucking dark was the divine light? I was lost in my stupidity I was too blinded to see I believe that nothing can save me Except a rope or a gun I've always been a mean man And now in the end I understand Hell is paradise