Feeling toxic, hollow and bloody, fist against a wall These endless nights, melting concrete, dreaming of being alone I see cracks in solid foundation, so deep I can't fucking move Pushing through, faking smiles, pretending to feel at all How many missteps 'til my feet reach some solid ground? If these years could talk, I couldn't stand the sound The curse that makes us human is the curse that makes us weak Head split for examination, blood soaks our memory Into my head, out of my skin, I wish I could crawl In solitude Scratching and clawing just to feel alive So desperate, just to feel Scratching and clawing just to feel alive Feeling toxic, hollow and bloody, fist against a wall Peeling back these layers of failure, I'm down to the fucking bone The hands of time claw at the sunlight, darkness so permanent Into my head, out of my skin, I wish I could crawl (repeat) No sun, no sunlight Tell me I'll be alright, shape shift to calm my nerves, If I die tonight, it was well deserved The fire's burning for self-preservation, but I know black smoke is my Destination