Imprisoned maggots crawling inside My brain - feeding again... So helpless in sorrow, longing for Reprisal - slipping away... From reality. Shadowing past And life itself, I hate... My infirmity hiding beneath The dreams - put in the grave. Never estranged and never derenged But torn apart, I lie Obsessed with torment, immoral bend Yeah! every night I die. Insanity - release me from my pain, I drowse awakened, like a fucking slave! Cleanse my body, from the suicide stain. Just close your eyes - and let me go away... Hatred for man, forever I am Tormented by your sins. Cold inside, striving to cry again Needles under my skin. Every fucking breath feels like a knife Cutting me deep inside. Scourge the eyes, mortify soul so fine But end my life tonight. Darkness - embrace me in thy wretched womb... Darkness - bury me in thy filthy tomb... I submit my soul, so down below Accept my offering! Quickly release me from this world, and Receive truth sickening! And the abyss unfolds, lifeless, slow Devouring my life. Awakening has destroyed it all I will not die tonight!