I drown in pain, writhing, contorting My face deformed, my life becomes a hollow shell Meaning is lost, all hope is gone Crawling through glass on bleeding knees, I beg for death My tears burning a trail of wounds across my flesh The crown of nails tormenting my sick mind The scars I bear remind me of my ruin Walls I built fall down to dust Core exposed, fears become alive They take form, monstrous beings, twisted Surround me, tear the skin to shreds Bludgeoning emotions numb Suicide only way out And I have no choice but to leave my hope shattered Forever tore mind in the grace of depression As I force the blade deep into my ice cold veins Watching my blood flow deep into lakes of death And my immortal soul is looking back at my life sand... What is this life but perpetual torment I see nothing, I hear nothing I feel nothing, my life was nothing And the void is in me Placid life less free from the chains that bind me to the Earth Into the black hole my grave Away, away from the noise Away, away from the light