I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time Will I ever forgive myself Will I ever forgive myself Will I ever forgive myself Will I ever forgive myself Will you ever look at me again Will you ever look at me again Will you ever look at me again Will you ever look at me again I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time And you said you were redemption And you said you were redemption Will I ever feel that joy again Will I ever feel that joy again I really messed it up this time I really messed it up this time