Speechless I lay down my head
Shaking from this feeling of emptiness
Every fucking time I try to create
Definitions of what my missions are
And why are we brought to this world
When the end result is totally fucked
I choke for air
And tears flow like bleeding rivers from my eyes, down my cheek
Ending where once I will lay
I can never find words to express that how I feel
That how I feel
Being totally helpless and alone with this
But I just can never stop
But I just can never stop worrying about it
Even if I end up, and become fucking nothing
Just like everyone else will
Well, I guess, this is just natural order, well fuck that
And what makes it even more scarier
Are all the people who just try to cash in on this
All those people waiting for it
All those people waiting for it
No fucking dogmas can save me
No fucking higher power can save me
Just myself, and my, and my, and my creativity
All the things I care for,
And all the people I just love for being here
Fuck, this is why it hurts, this why it hurts
All the things we lived for are just going to be fucking nothing
Just like you
Just like me
Just like you
Just like me
Just like you
Just like me
Just like you
Just like me
But these are our catalysts to keep us
Going on and on
But these are our catalysts to keep us
Going on and on
I can never find words to express that how I feel
Fuck, I just can never say goodbye
I hate to say goodbye
It's unfair to say goodbye
I don't want to say goodbye