Took a rest From the running To the west When I left home I wasn't ready Made it known In my chest And through my bones I tell myself I'll never make it Too often I saw the ocean And I felt myself Soften The never ending Pacific swell Leave me here Upon the hill As it rolls Leading me More than life Heavy stone What do you see in me I'm afraid I could never be A pure love Will it reach me I surrender to you Like a river Over flowing I feel it coming It won't be long It's just I'm done I won't be running Under the same sun My father and my mother fell Will it carry me Or will it dissipate