I've spent so much time
Trying to change me
Who am I supposed to be
Always Dragging my feet
Living in quicksand
Every day is a sad attempt
At feeling something
Is this house not my home
Is this reflection my own
The mirror only shows
The enemy
And my mind goes to
Places
You should never see
This is the sound of not
Being enough
Missing the signs the
Walls are closing in
Will I ever feel safe in my
Own skin
Held captive by my own
Intuition
My heart feels infected
And yes I feel neglected
You never once asked
How I felt
You're just pushing me
Further
Glass carving into my skin
Guiding me to my darkest
Sin
I tried to speak up but it
Wasn't enough
It's never enough
I'm still alone Try calling
My bluff
Try calling my bluff
This is the sound of not
Being enough
Missing the signs and the
Walls are closing in
Will I ever feel safe in my
Own skin
Held captive by my own
Intuition
This is the sound of not
Being enough
I'm on the edge and the
Fall is calling me
What's the point if the
Blind don't see
Will this final step set me
Free
My emotions are
Compromised
This is the sound of not
Being enough
My emotions are
Compromised
I'm being disregarded
Feels like I'm fading away
This is the sound of not
Being enough
This is the sound of me
Giving up
This is the sound of not
Being enough
Missing the signs the
Walls are closing in
Will I ever feel safe in my
Own skin
Held captive by my own
Intuition
This is the sound of not
Being enough
I'm on the edge and the
Fall is calling me
What's the point if the
Blind don't see
Will this final step set me
Free
This is the sound of not
Being enough
Will this final step set me
Free