Another let down
Another disappointment
Another failure
Another bitter pill
I just want out
I just want it to stop
Just take me out
I just want it to stop
Just put me down
I just want it to stop
Dry fire this gun against my head
Hoping it my help me feel what it's like to be dead
Well maybe someday
I'll bite the bullet
And fill it full of fucking lead
Maybe one day I'll fill it full of fucking lead
I don't fucking want another new beginning
I never asked for this but here I sit
I just want out but who gives a shit
I want to break free from this shit it's killing me
I want to rid myself of every fucking memory
I want to scream into eyes of my existence
I want my sight to go black
I want to see myself from the other side
There's nothing left of my life
There's nothing left of my life
There's been a shift in the way I'm feeling
My lungs empty and dry
And you are the fucking reason I'm dead inside
There's nothing left of my life
This has gone on long enough
A new path is drawn in the chaos
No choice
Take the fucking punches
And clench my teeth
There's nothing left of me
The feeling of feeling nothing
I don't want another new beginning
This constant desecration of my wellbeing
I want to hear the beautiful silence
And I know I will
There is only hatred
And when my life finally comes to and end
I will only die by my own hands
You are the reason I am dead inside
I will never believe in love again
You heartless fucking cunt