Never enough
Never fucking enough
I just want to give up
But I don't have the fucking guts
Give UP motherfucker
Get up
I'm in control
Take that fucking pistol
And let it burn a hole
Fuck
The pills don't fucking work
No matter the dose
I can't afford to live
And I don't even come close
But you don't have the balls
To end it yourself
You found the end of the line
But no one cares until you try
I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here
Every breath feels like it should be my last
I just want to taste the lead and hear the silence
Bathing in the broken glass
Pussy mother fucker
Lay there in your sadness
Little fucking bitch
Fuck this life
Fuck your cowardice
Fuck all your dreams and the things you love
You could have had them
But instead you gave them up
I don't have a better half
Left behind, I killed who I am inside
Wasted away
But still just a fucking waste of space
Stuck begging you for death
No more games
There's nothing left
This time just see it through
Do us all a favor
Execute me too
I just want to be buried
I just want to burn alive
And no one cares until I try
This time I know it's close
This is the end
Fuck, I can't wait to feel pain again
Well I
I can't wait to see them suffer
Watch their lives be ripped apart
Just like they did to mine
Pain is all there is
But this time we've had enough
This time
This time you'll have the fucking guts
I don't have a better half
Left behind I killed who I am inside
Wasted away
But still just a fucking waste of space
Stuck begging you for death
No more games
There's nothing left
This time just see it through
Pussy mother fucker
Execute me too
Burn me to dust
Eviscerate me
Empty my head
Slit my wrists
And let me bathe in my own blood
Let my body bloat
Feed me razor wire
Burn me alive
Fucking bleed me dry
Every day I wake up
And still I hear that voice that tells me again and again
To take the gun from the fucking nightstand
And execute
Get up you fucking bitch
God I hate you so much
Come on grab that blade
And make the red run
I can't, I have to
Yeah cause you don't have the fucking guts
I never wanted this, I don't
No one cares just fucking give up