Father
Drag me down, straight to the bottom
I never knew what to do when you weren't around
Was it something I said?
No, it was always something I never did right
And you, don't think I've forgotten the blue-eyed demon
Please forgive me for the time we lost
You wanted more, but so did I
Your god complex has burned this bridge for the rest of my life
How do you two expect me to call you my father?
You haven't done much to deserve that
I'd rather leave you both behind in the past
(Forget my name, forget my face)
I live in your shadows every day, so I ask, is all my pain worth it?
You fucking cowards
Why must you wish death upon me?
I'll keep this short
I've said what I've needed to say and I feel no remorse (No remorse)
23 years have built up to this, so you better listen
On one hand, you were never there
And on the other, you were there too fucking much (Too fucking much)
Lucky me, I have had both hands wrapped tight around my throat
You both choked the life out of me
And now I'll die here, wondering
"What the fuck did I do wrong?"