I've spent so long Drowning all these sharks Now their ghosts are circling at my feet It's felt like years Trying to forget So how can I Still be falling apart Of all the things that I hold dear Your love's the heaviest to bare It burns so bright and cuts so deep It feels like razors to my teeth Of all the things that make me weak You are the one that I still need Frozen in fear I cannot speak It feels like drowning in my sleep You feel like drowning in my sleep With all these nights Hoping that this would never end But the signs were right in front of me Was I a fool or just naive All this time spent lying to myself Worthless and nihilistic Self loathing Disgusting A bitter pill so hard to take So cut the chord and bleed it out Dependent No more Of all the things that I hold dear Your love's the heaviest to bare It burns so bright and cuts so deep It feels like razors to my teeth Of all the things that make me weak You are the one that I still need Frozen in fear I cannot speak It feels like drowning in my sleep Of all the things that I hold dear Your love's the heaviest to bare It burns so bright and cuts so deep It feels like razors to my teeth Of all the things that make me weak You are the one that I still need Frozen in fear I cannot speak It feels like drowning in my sleep You feel like drowning You feel like drowning in my sleep