Just like that you were gone Left without a trace My mind is playing catch up And trying to find a way to fill the empty space I tried so hard to be the best I could for you Tried to remove all the bad from me To keep you through and through I'm trying to kill my feelings off for you So that when you come back You'll just be a stranger I've wasted so much time begging Wrapped up in myself Waiting for you to come home I'd say your name over and over again Another silent and ungranted prayer No remorse No second glance No second chance I'll rip myself to shreds so that you can see my insides Do you like watching me bleed for you? I never noticed your razor blade fingers Until my skin was stained bloody and red Cut it