I sold my life for love and prosperity
Now all I have is hate and no care for me
And every day is a new endeavor
To keep myself from going under
My hatred builds and grows
It's always digging deeper
And it just goes to show
I mean just look in the mirror
Everything was a lie
Promises have no keeper
It all just goes to show
It all meant nothing
Trickled through my fingers
Slipped through my hands
That's just the way that it goes
All I feel is the anxiety that only comes from my own dreams
It's stealing all the energy I use to stand on my two feet, I'm fucked
I sold my life for love and prosperity
Now all I have is hate and no care for me
And every day is a new endeavor
To keep myself from going under
And it's always digging deeper
Leaving me six feet under
Malnourished, insipid
I cannot find the words
Your insults encrypted, in the back of my skull it fucking burns
I sold my life to someone that would never do the same
I gave my everything to someone that said I'm to blame
I guess I've had enough
I sold my life to someone that would never do the same
I gave my everything to someone that said I'm to blame
Oh woe is me, I can't believe that this is happening
I gave my everything; you will never know my pain