With night comes the burden A familiar touch of foolish emotion Expectations never met Dreams dying Wasting time and begging for silence Acts of lovelessness and loss Vindictive Defective Weighed down by sorrow Hang me by my many mistakes Gut me by the blade of my faults I have nothing left to give Despise myself Despise the weak I must always remember That part of this gift is to suffer Suffer Suffer Suffer Part of this gift is to suffer