I'd reach out if I thought you would care It's not your fault it's my own cross to bear I've been drinking it off for the past few years That any love now just feels insincere Just cross me off I fall into my fade Don't dig me out from grave Shovel dirt on my face I missed everything you said I fall into my fade I find it harder to breathe Found it hard to make peace with everything I am The biggest part of me stays unwavering Though the words you speak still find their way up over me Alone I'm standing face to face with my ghost I could lie but then you would know Don't shine your light on me Just cross me off I fall into my face Don't dig me out from my grave Shovel dirt on my face I missed everything you said I fall into my fade I find it harder to breathe Found it hard to make peace with everything I am I missed everything you said