I'm holding on to everything we were
It's what I'm used to
I never thought I'd say these words
I miss you
Aside from the shit we pull
I never thought you'd be the one to keep the distance
Wide awake from the miles that keep us
From being everything that we could be
I'm pulling the weight of it all behind me
Far behind are the things that blind me
They seem to find me
Distance
It keeps me from running
Resistance
I'm pushing, you're pulling me out
Of the space that grew
I'm holding on to you
I've grown tired of trying
These dirt roads are winding
I put forth the effort
You always keep quiet and still
I'm putting you first
That's how it always seems to be
Far behind me are the things that blind me
They seem to find me
Distance
It keeps me from running
Resistance
I'm pushing, you're pulling me out
Of the space that grew
I'm holding on to you
How do you like being honest?
How do you like having a two sided conscience?
I'm tired of hoping that this is the place where we're meant to be
I'm trying
I've been dying
I'm tired of hoping that this is the place where we're meant to be