Time always stands still when I close my eyes
I can feel myself project across a limelight
Star-struck when I look in the mirror
That I've shattered a thousand times
Before I before I open my eyes
I see a circle on the same face
But not the same being
Begging for a chance to see what hides in the light
I feel the mental strain of thirteen faces hiding in the back
Of every breath I take all begging to be let out
Trying to rip through the skin to create a new reality
I've gone through this before
They know how to distract me
But I'm disguised
Behind the curtain
Stuck down the walls of my mind
Like wet paint
What is right from wrong
Like a broken cord in a string...
Or shattered glass crosses paths with my throat
And all I hear is laughs when I get close...
To finally committing the deed
Maybe if I ended it all
Once and for all
I could restart with a new beginning
Feel the pressure of thirteen forces breathing down your neck
I see the reflection
But I don't see me
I don't see me