Now I have more of my life But when I go nuts It's all that I write Maybe a circus animal, Maybe I'm at the zoo This strange mind in a cage Is all that shows through. Some days are so long He was a great once, This I promise to you Most things fall apart Maybe I was to Maybe I have to. Somewhere between twelve and two Once again there's smoke in my brain She's been gone for years But in the cloud she to remains That's all gone now And we may not get through The truth may not be real, Pain will show you what's true.