Maybe it's the way I've come so underprepared And I'm trying to find a reason But I'm running out of air Maybe it's the way you still waited for an answer And you're giving me that look Like I'm the one who's playing games Then in a moment you feel absolutely nothing For a moment you're just waiting for the joke For the laugh track, for the punchline For the part where she says we can still try But everyone's gone home You've already missed the show Are you satisfied now? Does it still mess you up somehow? Would it kill you just to think about it Time and time again? And it wasn't just the silence Or the pain in your eyes I'm too choked up to even say what's on my mind Even if I tried Even if I tried Even if I tried