So you made it out Like you meant to Now you're scared that they'll all forget you I'd take it back If only they'd let you Before it all changes I ask you one last wish Remember me for me But I want to change, so I'm going to change Thinking back to fucking 10th grade I was so good at math Didn't say a word in the back of the class Friends was hooping, shooting shots that I would just pass Suicidal thoughts back then was kicking my ass Thinking how the fuck I'm gonna deal with all this trauma They would call me "dirt" 'cause I'm a foreigner Said I couldn't rap but I'm a do it if I want to And now I'm center stage as the performer Before it all changes (Before it all changes) I ask you one last wish (I ask you one last wish) Remember me for me (Me for me) But I want to change, so I'm going to change (I'm going to change) Told you I give up Then you called my bluff And you hit me up Said "you in or what?" So I packed my bag and I hit the road that night Been four years since I last been home and I Never thought I'd feel so alive Can't recall the last time I cried Like I did the end of July I know all my fans must be losing Faith I need space At this rate I'll keep falling on my face Just how long Will I take? Does October sound okay? Been so long Like a year I just hope it's not too late Wrote this song For you my dear