My second verse gets brighter than this first But please give me a chance to show me at my worst When it ends I hope you'll seize on the reprieve And just be grateful for once that my heart is up my sleeve Forget my blessings, I am counting calories But all I seem to vomit out are these routine pleasantries To keep my friends the safer side of enemies I don't know why I even care, but I guess I was born to please Don't let me see you making eyes again I'm dressed as death and I am taking to the floor Spreading curses and condemning every reveller I've scorned Till there was bodies and there was music and there was me I'll be the beautiful centre of a perfect Halloween... Now they just lie there Don't let me see you making eyes again I am so eloquently voicing my dismay And when it ends will be the worst part of your day