It's July again It's been raining since then Still haven't found my way I wish I could retry I'm terrified That I lied When you cried Wish I died But the past is in the past And this sadness always lasts Tension rising I feel numb I don't how I will push through Unsure if it's my own fault And if I'll make it out alive But I'm still lost In the dark And at what cost Will I push through? I'm still lost On my own Still I tossed Those thoughts aside Day by day Fighting the urge At any cost I'll finish this song Through and through I still wonder If I'll still stay the same? But after all Life will go on And after all I'm still on my own But maybe I can make there My thoughts are twisted But I resisted And maybe life is more than this Stuck my head I'd rather be dead Will I escape this endless dream? What if I don't even care My thoughts are blank I try to move But it was all an empty vow Tension rising I feel numb I don't how I will push through Unsure if it's my own fault And if I'll make it out alive But I'm still lost In the dark And at what cost Will I push through? I'm still lost On my own Still I tossed Those thoughts aside Day by day Fighting the urge At any cost I'll finish this song Through and through I still wonder If I'll still stay the same? Oh, I'm still lost On my own But through the dark Your hand takes mine It's just a spark You're still alone But doubts are forming These walls are falling Oh, I'm still lost On my own But through the dark Your hand takes mine "You'll be okay" "You'll be okay" Was it all worth it? Was I mistaken?