I wrote a song about bein' suicidal, put it on the internet
And it went kinda viral and my
Old friends, we don't talk anymore but I still have the memories of wakin' up on their floor and
I'm mighty prouda
Where I'm at, I'm one bad day from
Falling back, and I'm one bad day from
A relapse
And imma wind myself right back in rehab, yeah
I ain't above it
I know I'm not
Yeah I'm blessed with everything that I got
I thought by now
These thoughts would stop but I still have these dreams where I am taking shots
Johnny
Called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Throught the night now I'm
Waking up all alone
If I
Ain't with the band and I
Ain't on the road, I don't know who I am when I am home alone, and I'm
Buyin' her all this stuff cause I wanna feel somethin', I feel somethin' for a minute then back it's bac to feelin' nothin, all these
Books piling up on
Self improvement and how the hell can I improve if I'm gonna readit but I ain't gonna do it and I
I'm at war
With myself
Battled and bruised
From my mental health
Johnny
Called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Through the night, now I'm
Wakin up all alone
Johnny's still callin' me
Johnny's still callin' me
Callin' me
Yeah Johnny's still callin me, still callin' me
I think I'm fat
So I don't eat
I pop a zanny and I send my ass to sleep
I wake up just to do it all again
Will this shit ever end?
Johnny called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Through the night, now I'm
Wakin' up all alone
Johnny's still callin' me
Johnny's still callin' me, callin' me
Yeah Johnny's still callin' me, still callin' me
Johnny's still callin me