I wrote a song about bein' suicidal, put it on the internet and it went kinda viral, and my
Old friends, we don't talk anymore, but I still have the memories of wakin' up on their floor and
I'm mighty proud of
Where I'm at, I'm one bad day from
Fallin' back, yeah and I'm one bad day from
A relapse, and I'mma wind myself right back in rehab, yeah
I ain't above it
I know I'm not
I am blessed with everything that I got
I thought by now
These thoughts would stop but I still have these dreams where I am takin' shots
Johnny called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Throught the night, now I'm
I'm wakin' up all alone
If I
Ain't with the band and I
Ain't on the road, I don't know who I am when I am home alone, and I'm
Buyin' all this stuff cause I wanna feel somethin', I feel somethin' for a minute then it's back to feelin' nothin', all these
Books pilin' up on
Self improvement, how the hell can I improve if I'm gonna read but ain't gonna do it and I'm
I'm at war
With myself
Battered and bruised
From my mental health
Johnny called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr. Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Through the night, now I'm
I'm wakin' up all alone
Johnny's still callin' me
Johnny's still callin me, callin' me
Johnny's still callin me, still callin' me
Think I'm fat
So I don't eat
Pop a zanny and I send my ass to sleep
Wake up just to do it all again
Will this shit ever end?
Johnny called me
Late last night and I
Told Mr. Walker just go home
Woah
I prayed I'd make it
Through the night now I'm
I'm wakin' up all alone
Johnny's still callin me
Johnny's still callin' me, callin' me
Johnny's still callin' me, still callin' me
Johnny's still callin' me