I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me Why can't I say goodbye? Tears in eyes look like diamonds Empty form and crooked sound You were a bird What are you now? Fill my open mouth with feathers Everyone I knows got a different heaven Glowing jack-o-lantern light Open up my skull Take out all the insides I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me Why can't I just move on? Stuck in place by the weight of a sad song Concrete legs, iron arms Its all too soon, it took so long Let the tears become an ocean Say your name into every empty room Seashells woven in your hair Fill up my lungs with summer air I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me I don't want a life with the lights around me Why can't I feel a thing? I live life from under glass again Saturday was gone too soon The world kept crawling towards the moon Minneapolis slept through sirens Blackbirds in the dead eyed pre-dawn light Waiting for the ice to fade Hold tight, live life hindsight Don't change