There are weeks in January when the sun forgets to rise And the grey inside my head matches the grey up in the sky What was full somehow is empty now You see it in my eyes I'm miles and miles away I could keep your love just like a plastic rose It could never die But it could never grow There are days I walk into the woods, with snow up to my knees And although my hands are cold as Ice, it's my thoughts I hope to freeze I keep replaying every second, everything you said to me And I feel miles and miles away I tired to hide my love with invisible ink It was always there You just couldn't see There are hours I spend driving, to the border of this state And wonder now why I felt then, such a steady pull to stay Life is not something to be waited for it's something to be chased By now it's miles and miles away Love and fear are two wolves fighting over me And the one that wins Is the one I feed