Somewhere a light shows in me I barely make it out from here But it cuts through the dark The smell of lilac in the summer If it's not a competition Why do I feel like I have lost Why do I hate today And long for today come tomorrow Life is a brief condition One foot on earth, one in the grave I feel like just restarting As bones fill up this flower garden I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more I long for so much more