Bleeding red and feeling blue
I am whole in this space for two
Still at arms length away from you
And it'll stay that way 'long as I dream of you
'Long as you feel this way I can't shake it
'Long as you breathe the same I try to erase me
How do I leave this out when I see that you're changing
How do you see us now how can I leave you out
I know you can see me derailing
Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing
I'm the one overboard
I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard
Derailing derailing going overboard
Ailing and ailing I'm overboard
I'm overboard
Free these hands I'm feeling lost stuck in the middle
Treading on open water and I ain't getting no signals
No ain't been coming through what we've been doing ain't my type of committal
I've been losing faith in you for a while now little by little
I guess I'm just taken back by your reaction
That lack of urgency and absence of attraction
Go ahead keep letting me fall and quit the retraction
Keep keep on letting me fall wish I'd lose it all
I know you can see me derailing
Wondering why you don't jump overboard as I'm flailing
I'm the one overboard
I'm flailing I'm flailing I'm overboard
Derailing derailing going overboard
Ailing and ailing I'm overboard
I'm overboard
Derailing I'm ailing I'll have as many drinks as I want
Inhaling inhaling many drinks as I want
I've been staring at this blank page about an hour now like non stop
Detailing how I'm overboard and now sinking fast as a rock
Derailing derailing don't keep me close I'm all cool
Inhaling inhaling fingers crossed I might act a fool
Leave me just as you do
Because I know I've been overboard and it's all because of you