Did I make you think I'm strong? Did I make you laugh? Did I have you fooled? Did I have you fooled? If I told you I can do no wrong Do you think it's fake? Or do you know the truth? Do you know the truth? And if you see me crying I just blame it on the rain I would have to bite my tongue If I said my past didn't haunt me good, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ I know it's only in my head I know I'll have to deal with this forever It doesn't help me to pretend That I got my shit all together 'Cause every time I'm driving They tryna make it hit the brakes Swerving into different lanes, almost made me crash From the same mistakes, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ It's inside of me I try to make friends with all of my anxieties (anxieties) And desperately I tried to fight, but I can't deny it's part of me