A million miles between our souls A thousand doors we should've closed I'm just sitting here alone Hoping you'll pick up the phone And I wrote you a thousand songs Just to sing them on my own "You should be better now" They say but they don't know You still watch me from a distance How my mind tries to resist you I guess this time I will admit that You messed me up, so damn bad Can one night just ease my pain Numb madness and fake friends I should be going home I've been fighting this far too long City lights won't make me shine But I'll smile to look alive I'm so done with being alone So I'll drink till this feelings gone You still watch me from a distance How my mind tries to resist you I guess this time I will admit that You messed me up, so damn bad So, you told me to let go Erase the past and slowly move to a better life But now, it's killing me to know You've found some one Who knows your heart much better Oh knows your heart much better And if, if everything was wrong I'm here to sing this song and say that I'm sorry Sing and hope that you're sorry But you still watch me from a distance How my mind tries to resist you I guess this time I will admit that You messed me up But you still watch me from a distance How my mind tries to resist you I guess this time I will admit that You messed me up, so damn bad