I haven't figured it all out
Don't know what it's all about
There's gotta be more meaning to this life
Than a good job nice car if
Not you can take me out
We're all just tryna hold on
I'll mistakes as I move on
I've cried hard times contemplated suicide
But my purpose made a way for ya boy to roll on
I know I'm on my way, I know the truth don't change
But sometimes, I really have questions like
"What do I do with my pain?"
Why did He create us creatures,
To hate other people, or love other people
I don't think it was merely for my happiness
If so I wouldn't be rappin this it's much more
Much more than the money
Much more than a career
I think we have a greater purpose in this world than ourselves
If not then why we here?
What, to make a good salary?
Just so I can go and pay Sallie Mae?
We're gratified by food
You can tell because we struggle with the calories
What's it about yo God are really with me
I'm sick of the nonsense
All these ppl saying that You don't exist
But I have no other options
Getting drunk and getting high stopped working
New car, new bar just kept me hurting
I lost some friends plus plus, all my loved ones seems like they dying
That's why I'm out here searching