How you doing today
I'm hurting
Just found out my children been sleeping in the car
After they were kicked out of the shelters they were staying in
Only two and three years old
I just don't understand why she would just up and leave
With my two children like that
Went to work got back home no note
Nothing just gone
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Break through this broken heart of mine
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Shine through this broken heart of mine
Hard to believe i'm sitting here alone
I gave my all for my family but now they packed and gone
I can't believe again you turned your back on me
Right after i bought a new car for you cash money
Then you asked for twelve hundred dollars
I gave it to you
Then you demanded the spare key to the car
That i just bought for you
Every time you don't get your way you just throw a fit
No more feeding your manipulation girl that is it
I'm sick of the cycle of abuse i've been going through
You push it under the rug never wrong with what you do
Curse me out accusational then you jump on me
No sexing a drill sergeant disrespect get up off me
I've thought about going to strip clubs
I've thought about watching booties bouncing up and down on the porn hub
Really i just need a hug lost without a love
But i don't ever sleep around i give myself a rub
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Break through this broken heart of mine
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Shine through this broken heart of mine
Turning down females throwing themselves around
When you left i still stayed faithful that's how i get down
Remember restraining orders for thinking i was cheating
Dismissed right away each time surely i'm leaving
And still i gave you chance after chance
Only time that you was happy
Was when you was in my pants
You lied to me all about the daddy daughter dance
You confessed you never loved me from the start romance
With only one week away from moving in our house
You did the unthinkable you didn't want to be my spouse
R dot buker
T dot etter
Put me on a ban list where we lived
They must've knew no better
When you're a pro at manipulating your peers
Turned many people against me screwed our family up for years
Your fault
I don't have a role to play i was innocent
Guilty for choosing you from the start
I should have strayed from it
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Break through this broken heart of mine
All this pain all this hurt it's building inside
Shine through this broken heart of mine
Shine through this heart of unforgiveness
Break through these walls come crashing down
Shine through this heart of unforgiveness
Break through these walls come crashing down
Shine through this heart of unforgiveness
Break through these walls come crashing down