All we do now is watch the news America's painted in reds and blues I missed all the sun today 'Cause right as I woke up, it went away I'm not as cool as the girls my age They're out saving the world as I sleep in late And I haven't been myself But it feels good to blame it on something else And last weekend, I visited all my fears And it felt like coming home What happened to these being the good years? When all I ever feel is alone? I saw the sun for the first time in a week And I find a glimpse of who I wanted to be And maybe it isn't as far away as I thought I'm just so focused on everything I am not