I feel like im dying slow and painful deaths
Ill just be a ghost im right below your bed
Im discarded again i been tossed to the side
I just try to figure how to end my life
Guess that i should think of it before i try
I just need a plan that really works this time
Like before tonight in the black gray sky
I stare at the stars they look just like your eyes
For the first time
I think that im really happy with my life
Yeah i sent you a text and you told me to die
But if nothing else its like atleast i tried
For the last time
Nothing else will ever go wrong in my life
Yeah im tired and scared and it ends tonight
Would you even care if you found out i died?
Hide my face
I feel like theres no way im not a disgrace
Yeah i break everything and i snatch it away
Anything i do will always earn your hate
Close my eyes
It just wont exist if i ignore my life
And im calling again in the dark of the night
You wont ever answer and you're probably right
For the first time
I think that im really happy with my life
Yeah i sent you a text and you told me to die
But if nothing else its like atleast i tried
For the last time
Nothing else will ever go wrong in my life
Yeah im tired and scared and it ends tonight
Would you even care if you found out i died?