Was it something i said? I could hold your head I could hold you down Could you not pretend that im someone else? Got no options when When you're not around Its going down My head is spinning in the clouds I cant pretend, theres nothing else here I need to find my way around here And i dont know why i feel better when I just hurt myself Im estatic then Then it all comes down But the pain feels good And i wont stop now Dont come around here Its alright ill stick around dear Break my mind theres nothing out there Wont comply I give a dead stare Walk a mile in my skin You wont survive You've never been I grab my knife I cut the skin deep I feel better when you miss me Its alright like nevermind Ill find a way to pass the time You wont come back thats quite alright dear By myself i try to fight fear Open your eyes like im right here i never lied You dont fight fair you cheat and bribe Blood from your hair down to your eyes