Blessings in ruin All I do is count Only to find myself in shards of disgust The sorrow cannot cut any deeper The wounds could not heal any slower Self inflicted or cursed from above Questions cannot answer themselves The meaning in patience Am I willing to seek These perceptions Twisted into a false reality To be attached is to be Anxiously torn apart A part of me is forgotten As my trust quickly erodes Into the comfort Of silence once more Feeble words fall from my lips Reflections of my Savior Covered in the dust Of my tribulation How far must I reach To be in Your arms again A pain unending, manifested inside Serenity, this cold darkness Time wastes away Burying another part of me Infectiously buried beneath In shallow darkness, I hear Your voice Beyond the dirt, "No son forgotten" How I wait for seas to calm, stability Can I wait for You to come, humility