It kinda sucks That I'm never good enough for you You paint me a lifeless blue Because you live through everything that I do Like your worth is tied to me alone So degraded Medicated Guess I should have known You hate that I'm your son "Just look what I've become" How could I have everything figured out? I'm gettin' my shit done And I think I found the one Well I'm sure you can tell that I'm doin fine by myself It kinda sucks That I have to reconstruct your views You never take social cues I'll never fill shoes I was never meant to If I had to choose I'd start again So degraded Medicated Guess I should have known That I would lose myself A bittersweet farewell To you alone You hate that I'm your son "Just look what I've become" How could I have everything figured out? I'm gettin' my shit done And I think I found the one Well I'm sure you can tell that I'm doin fine by myself So degraded Medicated Guess I should have known It kinda sucks that I'm never good enough for you For you You hate that I'm your son "Just look what I've become" How could I have everything figured out? I'm gettin' my shit done And I think I found the one Well I'm sure you can tell that I'm doin fine You hate that I'm your son "Just look what I've become" How could I have everything figured out? I'm gettin my shit done And I think I found the one Well I'm sure you can tell that I'm doin fine by myself I'm doin fine, yeah I'm doin fine by myself I'm doin fine, yeah I'm doin fine by myself