Sweet sins Got me faded Never thought I'd be a sadist Round and round It goes up in flames Fun always bein' the family shame What am I Supposed to do Living without a clue Won't hold my breath until my lungs turn blue So I Pick up the pieces and start again I've been waiting my whole life to Figure out what's in my head Seein' through the haze again I lost my senses along the way Make up the borrowed time Myself to guide I'm gonna make my way So find me on my uphill climb Blinding lights see through me But the sun can never be too bright Revealing all the emptiness inside Sweet sins Got me faded Never thought I'd be a sadist Wishin' all my demons well Find another soul to sell What am I Supposed' to do Living without a clue Won't bite my tongue through every last excuse So I Pick up the pieces and start again I've been waiting my whole life to Figure out what's in my head Seein' through the haze again I lost my senses along the way Make up the borrowed time myself to Myself to guide I'm gonna make my way (We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat) We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat But everybody thinks that we're just too unhealthy Guess it's hard for them to see That this is our own therapy We've got this family A little fucked up but hard to beat So I Pick up the pieces and start again I've been waiting my whole life to Figure out what's in my head Seein' through the haze again I lost my senses along the way Make up the borrowed time Myself to guide I'm gonna make my way We got this family, a little fucked up but hard to beat Guess it's hard for them to see That this is our own therapy I lost my senses along the way Make up the borrowed time Myself to guide I'm gonna make my way