Ain't the first time I got high off of summertime green eyes Ain't the first fight had me reckless down the highway Ain't the first to drive me wild, just the first one in a while Ain't the first "we're fine" until it all goes sideways It went right off the rails, took the wind out of my sails But oh well, oh well I was already crazy, already unglued You can't be that stupid to think it started with you I was already bitter, I was already sad No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad You didn't break me, baby I was already crazy ♪ Ain't the last time I'll show up drunk enough to throw a punch Ain't the last guy that I'll cry about in public And I can't live without you, but I wish I never had you I hate you, I love you, I hate you But I love you (I love you) I was already crazy, already unglued You can't be that stupid to think it started with you I was already bitter, I was already sad No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad You didn't break me, baby I was already crazy for you I was already crazy, outta my mind But you're the first "if I don't have him, damn it, I'll die" I was already livin' like I had already crashed No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad You didn't break me, baby I was already crazy Ooh, I was already crazy, hmm