I been
Waking up
Wondering
If I'll make it through
Yeah it's true
And I know that
We've been suffering
For a long time
But that ain't nothing new
Yeah it's cool
Do you think that we will ever make it out of this?
Feels like this shit is always never ending
Swear to God I don't think we'll make it out of this
So why the fuck is everyone still pretending?
Hmmmmmmmmmmm
It's holding me back
Holding me back
Hmmmmmmmmmmm
It's holding me back
Holding me back
Hear me out
Hear me out
Hear me out
They won't listen cause I'm bleeding out my mouth
Wake up every day
Trying to find another way to the end
Tell me why this always feels the same
Sick of playing all your dirty games
Wake up every day
Trying to find another way to the end
It's like this always happens
Every time I come around
And I just get this feeling
That it's hunting me down
And I don't know why
It keeps holding me back
If I bring my guard down
That's when I feel attacked yeah
Every time we link on the FaceTime
Can't forget that I'm always your main line
And you know I stay busy in the day time
And I stick with my dogs like a canine
Always stay masked up like a K9
And I just got word through the grape vine
That you just got crushed like a great wine
Good things are never gonna stay fine
Yeah I'm losing concentration
Feeling like I'm obligated
I don't want to do this no
I don't want to do this no
Why you got me hesitating?
Feeling like my body racing
I'm about to lose it all
I'm about to lose it all
Hmmmmmmmmmmm
It's holding me back
Holding me back
Hmmmmmmmmmmm
It's holding me back
Holding me back
Hear me out
Hear me out
Hear me out
They won't listen cause I'm bleeding out my mouth
Wake up every day
Trying to find another way to the end
Tell me why this always feels the same
Sick of playing all your dirty games
Wake up every day
Trying to find another way to the end