I started to party properly when I was fifteen Unpopular probably stumbled through in my ripped jeans Four in the morning you call and tell me I'm boring You need a night like this Stoned as fuck Just like the way you left me I'm still crashing at my parent's house I'm well in my twenties I'm looking for advice I'll listen if you let me I need a night like this Your hold Surrounds me But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea So keep me In your mind Well don't forget the love we had This wasn't a goodbye You took a bullet for the pain to escape I'm called to the curtain Burning sensation in my chest What is my purpose? Is it worth it to keep fighting this? Feel like a burden But only because I'm hurting I miss the nights like this I take the D line to the bottle shop Open now it's bottoms up Tell me that I need to stop Get a grip you're old enough Heavy and over the top Senseless when molly's my rock Tell me all you know about breathing Your hold Surrounds me But you cannot grow old when your mind is lost at sea So keep me In your mind Well don't forget the love we had This wasn't a goodbye You took a bullet for the pain to escape Bullet to Bullet to Bullet to escape Bullet to Bullet to escape You took a bullet to Bullet to Bullet to escape Bullet to Bullet to escape How could you be so fucking selfish I know that you couldn't help it If you were big enough to know that we could have dealt with it Try to understand Or begin to comprehend The reason that you needed a night like this to end Your hold (Bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape) Surrounds me (Bullet to, bullet to escape) So keep me In your mind Well don't forget the love we had This wasn't a goodnight This wasn't a goodbye This wasn't a goodbye This wasn't a goodbye