In my dreams, streaks I gotta switch the seasons I cant see it 'cause I'm gone Stare at city lights, creep through the night Sometimes I feel I get it wrong Can't catch some decency There's decency, in wondering when I get it right Can't wait patiently patiently, it's just a lot for me Well, maybe it'll all happen in time But my mind, I love it Cursed, my church, your temples cry It won't take long, to get hysterical I'm beloved Why'd you say you never go (You said you'd never go) But my mind, I love it Cursed, my church, your temples cry It won't take long, to get hysterical I'm beloved Why'd you say you never go (You said you'd never go) But my mind- (You said you'd never go) It's the things you can't control with Come back inside Your name is like a nightmare Haunting your mind Succumb to my psyche Yes, I am the nightly The mistakes that I made, I wonder if they will bite me Sitting in my room, reading about healing (Cold hearts) Everything comes back to, back to you like me (And you took her heart) (As evident in all the things I write) But my mind, I love it Cursed, my church, your temples cry It won't take long, to get hysterical I'm beloved Why'd you say you never go (you said you'd never go) In my dreams, streaks I gotta switch the seasons I cant see it 'cause I'm gone Stare at city lights, creep through the night Sometimes I feel I get it wrong Can't catch some decency There's decency, in wondering when I'll get it right Can't wait patiently, it's just a lot for me Well, maybe it'll all happen in time