I was so young, just finding myself Trying to make friends, but I got sent to eternal hell Maybe go outside it'll cure your mental health I don't remember that day very well When I put on the mask, it wasn't hard to tell I'm a liar and a loner but for now, its farewell Cause every time I leave my shell I don't feel real You can't save me My last day alive I spent lying in the darkness We're so far apart I'm gone On a trip I ain't want, we came so far Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want You did your part, you took my heart Mushroom tea They should've told me I was forced into a bad trip Don't know who I am or where I'm at its all a trick Cause now I'm looking at the dots and the floaters I'm feeling depressed cause it'll never be over How can I be real if I never feel sober? Life was never good I never found my clover You can't save me My last day alive I spent lying in the darkness We're so far apart I'm gone On a trip I ain't want, we came so far Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want You did your part, you took my heart Cause you're all criminals No morale principals Because you lied to me I live with HPPD I know you cant save me My last day alive I spent thinking I was nothing And I fell apart I know you can save me My last day alive I spent lying in the darkness We're so far apart I'm gone On a trip I ain't want, we came so far Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want You did your part, you took my heart