Calm before the storm Peace before war Because of her my heart is warm Left nirvana at the door I used to be me, but I changed that day The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways Tryna live life, I'm in disarray I wanna be real, but I feel so fake Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out I had no choice, so shut your mouth The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how? I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now I'm gone, I'm gone Replaced by a deepfake, Eternal heartache HPPD tears me apart This the first time I'm saying it; it's hard I tried to say I'm still alive But now I gotta rest in peace Moving on ain't easy Ears ringing, feeling uneasy I used to be me, but I changed that day The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways Tryna live life, I'm in disarray I wanna be real, but I feel so fake Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out I had no choice, so shut your mouth The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how? I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now If you knew me back then, how am I now? The dots and the floaters in the sky or the house So many options, but no cure Nothing feels real, when I'm not with her I used to be me, but I changed that day The dots and the floaters, they can have their ways Tryna live life, I'm in disarray I wanna be real, but I feel so fake Perception's feeling different, and I can't get out I had no choice, so shut your mouth The doctor said I'm tripping, but I'm bugging cause I'm dead; how? I hope I'm still alive, cause somethings different in my head now