My fucking hope is strange, bright light out of this hole There is no shelter in my head Surrounded by decadent artists, without sensitivity or madness, Dying with every breath, tired of pretending that I'm fine This pressure in my heart, all this function Insanity Dying for a moment I'm tired of the mindless storms, I want to feel the time Slow for a moment I'm tired of the mindless storms I want to die Maddened Burning in the flame of this hell Forever blind you and your species Believing in the arms of the one who found me Die my hope burn my hours Stop bleeding my mind Tired souls since the beginning of time Slaves without a future From the beginning I just spit automatic responses in a world of demands I vomit my days, showing my medals to empty people Forced to be A beggar with hands of gold Forced to be I am a liar an insecure Tears don't come out of my eyes This disease weakens and pushes my soul And pushes my soul